I watched the person again today. The more I did, the more I felt he didn’t like me. The conclusion dragged me quite down the whole day.
It’s not the first time I come to this assumption, not the first time I feel this way, and definitely not the first time I try not to look at, to pay attention to. I can’t even remember how I’m always drawn back to this person who everyone says is not mature enough.
Nothing really happened, but I kept fighting with myself all the time.
Maybe I won’t be able to get rid of this “crash” before I go away from this place.
So just be sad, Chi, if you have to. He may be immature, he doesn’t like you, and he might not worth it. But your feeling, it is precious. Don’t beat up yourself so hard. It’s okay to like a person. It’s the matter of the heart, you can’t control.
Here, come here.