I don’t know how I looked back then, but Maija asked what happened when she walked into the class. Then she came and held me in her arms, and once more at afternoon coffee. She said something about me having beautiful eyes and don’t let them be too sad for long.
At Film Club, despite “frequent, strong, bloody” being written on the DVD cover, I still decided to go and watch Leon. Turned out I liked it a lot. Like, a lot.
Tried to eat and study normally, smiled sometimes. Have hope, and courage.