I cleaned up the room, teared up and threw away the notes I wrote about the person back then during Christmas break. I don’t really want to forget, I want to hold the feeling for this person dearly in my heart, but it pains me.
I didn’t mention about him. I tried to smile and even laugh out loud whenever I had chance to. Sometimes it did feel like it would be okay.
No matter how much I love this place, these days, these people. No matter how sad I am now. These moments won’t last.