. in the dream last night, we were swimming. not a lake, not a river, just a surface of water. at some point, i was going into it without enough air. i thought i was going to drown, but i actually could survive. not quite like breathing, but it was pleasant. how surprising. not sure if it had anything to do with my slogan ‘keep swimming’ yesterday. oh and there was also Truc in it, don’t know why.
. went to International Language Café in Valkeakoski-opisto. last year it was on my birthday. this time it wasn’t but i took some photos also. they might be sole photos of myself this month.
. admitted the other person was right and it felt all right. it’s just not worth it, the battle of trying to prove “i’m right” on the matter of something that’s not important in my life in any ways. let it go and it was great. i felt so free of burden.