this month feels particularly long for some reason. maybe because the weather has been so gloomy and cold, i just want it to be over already. it’s my birthday month and i’m supposed to be happy, but i’m done with trying to hype up. i want to let myself feel whatever it wants to feel, to be able to express it, and live on.
i think i will edit this post later since i have work tomorrow and should go to sleep soon.