16.10.2013.

. With the score of 85/100, today I’ve received the Statement of Accomplishment for Social Psychology course on Coursera.

. Since I didn’t win a giveaway from Oh Comely previously, they offered me 10% discount on past issues and subscription. How tempting.

. I’m tired of complicated and sad words. I need gentle and warm ones, the kind that makes me want to run on a field of grass.

. I cried in my dream last night, then I woke up and continued crying. I fell asleep shortly after, feeling the teardrops rolling down my face. Then finally I understood. I wasn’t afraid of falling in love. I was scared of the pain when the person left. Love was an illusion and short-lived. Doesn’t matter who it is, choose someone who’s worth being in pain for.

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There’s no yellow leaves left on the tree in front of my windows. This person who wore a blue hoodie with a green bicycle, reminded me of a person. Some people who knew me last year would know.

Fat tabby cat sitting cutely on the mattress of autumn leaves.

That’s a huge streetlight up there. The angle it rose up was different than previously in late summer.

Couldn’t be greener than that.

I didn’t intend to go so green. I just noticed how “green” I was when Nhung told me yesterday when she saw me at the door. Even my finger nails are green today, ha!

This is the dress which I mentioned before about how it made me feel like I was in an asuh picture. I think it’s more like this one now, but it doesn’t really matter. As long as it’s “asuh picture”, I don’t mind which one. : p

The complete look when I go out, with cardigan and bag and headphones.

Just relaxed. It's quite comfortable sitting there. Soft breeze, soft sunshine, bird singing. My only wish is no one pays attention to me, please.

I was afraid it would be out of focus again if I changed the angle even just slightly (it may easily happen), but it turned out okay. I was absorbing a bit of sunshine. Thinking about the long winter ahead, I miss it already. : p